I woke up this morning with this image in my head, this very well known feeling of me continously touching a window. The glass felt thick, unbreakable.
My first encounter with a Rapid Transformationl Therapy session was december 2018. The first scene that showed up in front of my eyes was me, as a child, standing in front of the window kitchen and desperately wanting to go outside and play. I could hear the kids screaming and laughing and also my heart screaming of desire to be with them.
I had parents who overly protect me. They were afraid that almost anything and anyone could hurt me. They also had a secret, I was adopted, and everyone in the village knew, except for me. (I accidentally found out at the age of 22, but this is another story). Therefore, I had no right to go outside and play. It was, as they called it: too dangereous!
Right then, in the middle of my session, I realized that for years and years I have been conditioned to believe that the world could not be trusted, that it was a dangereous thing to do, that staying home, in a confined, closed space, it was better/safer for me.
Right then, I lived one of the most powerful moments of my life! My subconscious and conscious mind connected to finally realize that I WAS FREE! I did not need to believe the world is dangereous. 24 years of a self sabotage belief crashed in 5 minutes of understanding how my parent's fear of losing me created this prison I was living in, my own mind! Only then I could see the truth and free myself.
How about you, my dear? Was there a moment in your life when you felt trapped and did not know how to escape from your own prison?
Are you still feeling trapped?
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Until next time, take care of you!
